Dear Diary

today fucking sucked

in fact the majority of this month sucked - things have not been rolling Riley's way as of late.

what is going on?

in a past life did i squash too many bugs

or

was i a bird who shit on the pope

or

did i fuck somebody over on a used car?

anyway - what sucked you're asking - or not

thursday was a shit day with these little fucking assholes i like to call 6th hr

fuck them

when i think that this profession is great i am reminded that 

6th hr sucks the fun out of it and the life out of me

then there is dealing with

 personal relationships

why try

is the question i ask my self

"Why?" self I say, "why bother being civil to people who send clear messages that I matter not?" the message may translate to 

give up already 

idiot

I am clearly a moron

or a mormom

either way

I am fucked

this is some major league bull shit

so then the other thing is that my dad might be coming back to live in my basement and drink all my beer

fucking yay yippity fucking yay

i'm goddamm 28 years old ;)

i don't need to have someone all up in my shit any more

so fuck all this

teaching in Thailand

here i come

and the whole dance thing - fuck that board - a bunch o' honkeys that don't have shit to do but tell other people what to do

ok

almost done

wheeew

i can only hope that february is better that this crap

fucking die bastards - i got in the slowest line at the bank

i washed my car and the first stall took .50$ fucking keyboard doesnt even have a cent key

fucking other stall didn't switch from soap to rinse

so now my cars all spotty

cuz 

i ran out of fucking quarters

fuck it all

on the bright side

Dr. KF came up to me and gave me a big hug which is weird b/c i always thought she hated me

maybe she does and this is just some passive aggressive shit

but she seemed sincere

and asked me to stay on as part of the scwp and work on the political liaison side of things

to which i said

fuck you 

honkey bitch - jk

i hugged her back and pressed her boob into mine and maybe rubbed my boner a little on her leg and said

you like that

jk

i said of course your highness

yessa massa

jk

lol

wtf

rotflmfho

xoxo

ttfn fuckers